because of her... and God alone...
for your Strengh...
and all the sacrifices...
Rest in Peace
til' forever... with love,
ten years has passed
15 years soon come...
i won't allow myself to know your
birthday... harder still to remember
your death day... hazzy is my head
when ...when i try to think of the
date... Aug 31 1988
the only clear thing in mind mind is
seeing you die... that Vision is
always with me... it clouds all the
Mother's Day soon... i hope i will
find the strengh this year to walked
up to where you lay in peace...
and i will try to tell you that your
Son is still fighting the pain and
misses you... Tell God i still search
for the purpose!
Mother's Day, i remember all the
cards i made for you out of cardboard
remember the flowers i made out of those square sheets of that pastel colored toilet paper ( sorry i could not find better paper ) :)... I remember you smiling when you saw it! and you did not mind that i wasted half the bottle of the expensive perfume from Paris you loved...
thank you so much!
Love Your Son.
every year my mind goes blank around this time and I forget the date. - 8/28/03
- I continue my Art -